Quit lying to yourself. You will never amount to anything. It is easier to pity than to become something ugly. Religion is faith. Faith means more than believe. Black and white, there is no in-between. What color can you create when you have an absence of color? God.
I want to believe you. I want to care.
who am i?
who the fuck am i?
i need inspiration.
i need safety.
i need sanity.
i hate it when i get like this, so down... the world is just so big. there's too much. and i'm just one part of it. i'm just a part. i'm apart. and i'm falling apart. i need guidance. and i need stability. and i need someone who understands. and i need a reason to kick myself when i'm down instead of just falling to my knees begging for it to be quick, painless, merciless. i'm at the end of this fucking rope. i'm dangling. and all i have left is the shoes on my feet and the one thing inside me saying "you will become. you will inspire. you will be safe. you are sane." but i can't keep the "what ifs" out of my mind.
Listen to that positive voice on the inside...
ReplyDeleteThe voice that says you're going to achieve what you want.
Caylee, That's your future speaking those things to you, assuring you of all that you desire to become.
Fully believe in what you hope and desire to achieve and become, Do not doubt for even one second...no matter what.
The very thing you hope for will come to you, if you truly believe in it with your heart and in your actions.
Listening to "what if?" literally sucks out all the energy and power that you have to achieve. "What if?" literally stops you from being what you're destined to be Caylee.