Confidence is a wonderful thing when you've got it. it has an annoying tendency to slip out of sight and prove difficult to retrieve. You know you had it somewhere. It surely can't be too far away. But even when you turn everything upside down, there is no joy. Indeed, there is rarely any joy when you turn everything in your world upside down - and rarely any confidence. 

Eh, seeing all the faggots I graduated posting pictures of their ugly dorms, makes me feel like a loser...even though I'm going to school in October. At least I'll be living in an actually home, not a cinder block room.

I'm excited about tomorrow. Curren$y.
I'm so tired. I can't sleep for shit though.

Stop trying so fucking hard. I hope your ego eats you alive. Asshole.