complete loneliness
complete annihilation
i want to kill everything
i want to destroy every single thing
where the hell have i gone?
where the hell are we now?
lets run to the other side of the highway
why don't you stop along the way
a flash of light
a flash of life
im completely miserable, at best
but at worst, i'm a god damn sunrise
keep me sane, golden. keep me sane, golden.
i can't leave you alone and i can't handle myself.

i don't believe in anything
how can the world keep spinning when love is gone?
how can the one you love stop loving and turn to stone?
recklessly loving... recklessly living.

i want to pull my hair out. i want to rip at my skin. i want to tear out my heart. i want to be less confused, more aware, less doped up. but bad habits are hard to beat and new habits are making me worn. do it. do it for the world. because the world is so beautiful, and what you're doing is so fucking ugly. you're ugly, and you need to grow up. grow the fuck up and be fucking beautiful. im begging you, stop hiding behind your demons.