Monday, August 13, 2012

I hate you. I fucking hate you, in every since of the phrase. How dare you put words in my mouth. I don't control what others say about me to you. My words only mean something when you hear them from me. You are exactly what you say "a piece of shit sperm donor." Don't act so smug. You know you haven't done shit to benefit me, besides paying for a root canal two years ago. That's 1, 500 dollars in 15 years. I'm your daughter. Your fucking daughter. Take some fucking responsibility before I ring you for every penny you own. Fuck your snaggle toothed bitch wife too, it's none of her business...and she has no place to say a word to me. I pitty my brother, he's gonna be one fucked up little boy living with you two. And in response to me "hurting your feelings."...Fuck your feelings. You never cared about mine. Did you? GOD DAMN.
Random. I should let my guard more often. who knew some dread head i met at birthday bash could show me such a good time. Haa. Apparently I can just smile, turn on the charm and get what I want, why aren't I doing that? I let my past get to me. I'm always to angry with someone else to be nice to the people who just try to mend a heart they didn't break.