Keenyn, if you even read this anymore...I love you. Please don't forget about me.

"It's like you're screaming, but no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed. That someone could be that important, that without them you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless. like nothing can save you. And when it's over, and it's gone..you almost wish you that you could have all that bad stuff back so that you could have the good"


:(

It was really hard to bite my tongue when she told me that.
Shit sucks.
I was thinking about it ALL day.