God gained another angel friday, I just wish it wasn’t Jarrod. I’ll never forget how selfless you were, and always willing to help me you were..no matter what. You were one of my best friends I made in Charleston, and one of the first people to really show me they cared. Night after night, in my shitty little apartment, smoking down with HB and leslie…talking about what we wanted from life, but who knew yours would be taken so soon. It’s such a loss. It's been a while since i've seen you, but now it's gunna be a little bit longer. I know you're still with us, I feel it. I'm hurting now, but I know you're helping me. I kept saying I was going to come visit soon, or I said I call you right back; no i regret more. I regret time wasted, time i took for granted. It's silly, and I know I'll see you again but it fucking hurts. You got called back sooner than expected and we ran out of time we thought we had. My heart’s heavy. i miss you over and over again. in some ways,i wish it was all a sick joke and you were still alive and that you'd be outside my door with that adorable grin on your face, i wish i could tell you just once more how much i fucking love you and how much i miss you. i miss you so much. so so much. sweet dreams. i love you. shine bright for me please? save a spot for me,i’ll see you soon..