Lowest of the lows? I guess hitting bottom means you can only go up right? Realization. That positive ignorant, unrealistic outlook I've acquired within the last few days has suddenly vanished. Short period of denial. But ya' know, good ol' pessimistic Caylee is back in full swing. I'm in such a lonely place right now, surrounded by people. Venting to the people I call friends isn't the easiest thing, nobody would actually take in what I'm saying; accept or understand the lack of energy I have for life in general, believe me that I feel this is a permanent state of being in which I can't stand to bare any longer. I'm beginning to hate everyone in my life slowly but surely, and I've never dared to make such a broad statement.  I think I'm done with the internet for a while. Fuck off if anyone even reads this God for saken thing.