Fuck laying in bed thinking about everything you’re not doing. Fuck feeling like time is running out. Fuck self image. Fuck not trying hard enough. Fuck the internet. Fuck phony friends. I’m fucking crazy. Everyone gets on my last nerve. From the ignorant fucks who walk slow as hell in the hall ways of my stupid school, to my erratic, impressive mother. I do what I like, and like what I do. I have absolutely no filter. I'll never deny it. Try to impress me, and I promise you will fail. I’ll say it again. I’m fucking crazy. I get in moods where I feel like I could kill somebody with my bare hands, only to come down wanting all these shitty fucking people right next to me again. How the FUCK am I suppose to lead a normal life, with normal relationships with you awful fucking people? Am I the only person who finds it so difficult to trust people, to put faith in people? I feel so alone. I feel so fucking alone.