You Be Hollerin That Whoop De Whoooop , Blah Ze Blaaaah , He Say/she Say , Oh My God 
Shut The Fuck Up ! 

Fuck laying in bed thinking about everything you’re not doing. Fuck feeling like time is running out. Fuck self image. Fuck not trying hard enough. Fuck the internet. Fuck phony friends. I’m fucking crazy. Everyone gets on my last nerve. From the ignorant fucks who walk slow as hell in the hall ways of my stupid school, to my erratic, impressive mother. I do what I like, and like what I do. I have absolutely no filter. I'll never deny it. Try to impress me, and I promise you will fail. I’ll say it again. I’m fucking crazy. I get in moods where I feel like I could kill somebody with my bare hands, only to come down wanting all these shitty fucking people right next to me again. How the FUCK am I suppose to lead a normal life, with normal relationships with you awful fucking people? Am I the only person who finds it so difficult to trust people, to put faith in people? I feel so alone. I feel so fucking alone. 

A person can only take so much before they break.
You can't break something that's already broken.

"Explain what? Explain how much I think about you? Or how much I wish you were my girl? You're so different from other girls. Just the way you talk to me and the conversations we have. You're so chill, and laid back and not another attention seeking bitch...even though I give you more attention than you give me. I just wish you felt the same. you know? Is that good enough explaining?"


Damn. My stomach is in knots.

"I really do care about you, it's just I feel like I'm not the only one that has your attention..and that really bothers me."

Just so you know...just so you fucking know..YOU are the only person who "has my attention" at that God for saken school. It's sad that you can't see that.

Morgan Ansleigh Reece

Don't ever call yourself ugly. Please. You're one of the most beautiful people I know, ascetically and internally. Cliche, I know..but you're nothing less. Honestly. You are the only person, literally, the only person...I can see myself being life long friends with. You're everything I could ever want and need in a best friend. Know that you have people in your life that love and care about you, that will never leave you hanging. Never second guess yourself. I don't express it as much as I should, but I'm grateful to have you in my life, I truly am. I love you.

swear to God, I'm cutting everybody off. EVERYBODY.

I have a thing for boys named Brandon. Damn.
Easy to fall. Easy to break. I'm afraid to even put myself out there anymore.
People eat souls Especially boys named Brandon.

I feel so ugly.

When my heart is set on obtaining an objective, I will ignore every counter-argument. If I hear a justification, no matter how flimsy it may be, I will seize on it eagerly. Even those times that I take pride in an ability to read life's most subtle signposts, I find it easier to see the symbols that suit my preferred point of view. How, then, can i possibly stand back and look at my current situation with an open mind. I can't. But it doesn't matter. 

My face is heated. My eyes are swollen. You're so mean.
I really do fucking hate having nobody to talk to.