Sometimes I just wish you loved me more. Or at least showed that you did. I feel like I do a lot to be "perfect little miss house wife" and take care of you, and then I leave and go have a completely separate life away from you. I have to put everything I want on hold, so why is it you get to keep living your life like nothing's changed while I sit at home waiting for you to text me? I shouldn't have to do that. I shouldn't have to wonder about who your with, if you're going to wake up one day, decide I'm not attractive like I used to be and just leave..