i hope you know you're not impressing anyone..making anyone envious. I'd rather not lay my life on the line for one second of glory, one minute of hatred, one hour of fucking insanity. I'd rather bask in the glorious life I've learned to call my own. I'm sorry, I'm so fucking sorry. i would never pity myself to the extreme. i would never put myself or others down in such a sarcastic, mindless way. if you're going to be a sow, do it right. i hope when you lay down to sleep, you realize you are scum of the earth. you are everything i hate. i will NEVER forgive you for what you've done. you've forgotten... and that's the worst thing you can do... you don't forget the people that care. but i don't care anymore. forget me. you're fucking worthless. screaming. ripping. pulling. bleeding. dying. I've kept my mouth shut for too long. I'm sick, I'm so fucking sick and tired. hearing your name is like hearing nails on a chalkboard.. over and over and over and over again. I'd like to rip your heart from your body and dangle it out of reach. i want to kick your knees out so you can beg and plead and just be pathetic the rest of your fucking days. stubbornness is disgusting. ignorance is disgusting. stupidity is disgusting. when you have the ability to learn and explore, yet you can't get your head out of your own ass for five minutes.. you're fucking.. there's no word for it. no longer do i want to crawl in a hole and die, but i want YOU to crawl in a hole. i want YOU to be tortured to near death. i want YOU to die the most miserable and isolated death in all history. i want you to starve so badly, you have to eat your own flesh. i want you to fall down a mountain-top to stop the pain, but only get broken. i want you to fucking give up. i want to see you die. i want to see you fucking killed. i want to murder what's left of you. Fuck you, in every sense of the phrase.




I have split personality. Swear to fucking God above.