You're so grimey.

You don't have to make an excuse for everything. 

I hate drugs. I hate people that ditch me. I hate sluts. I hate people who don’t appreciate the effort I put forth. I hate complaints. I hate people who can’t let go of the past. I hate paper cuts. I hate shitty music. i hate my stupid fucking neighbor who thinks he’s so damn cool. I hate guys that think they deserve my undivided attention. I hate promises. I hate people who spend all God damn day on the phone and internet, but can’t reply to me…cause their “busy.” I hate people who only want me when I start to want someone else. I hate how people look to me for stability when I can’t even keep my feet on the ground. 

What the actual fuck? You contradict THE fuck out of yourself, and it drives me fucking crazy.

You're selfish. 

I honestly feel like I'm living a double life.
Nobody has a single fucking clue but you.

I have been searching through all the things I have forgotten. Not only do I want to remember you, I would love to remember myself. Once, there was a girl who knew what she wanted. Now there is an empty shell begging to be filled. Fill me with knowledge, with hope, and with everything you hate. Indifferently, she will shrug you off, and realize life is worth more than this town. Life is worth more than anything she could buy. 

I don’t always know why I feel what I feel. Sometimes, I have a reaction to someone or something and I simply cannot explain what has triggered this. As I don’t like being left without something to say, I start inventing reasons for my emotions. My head tries to justify and support my heart. It is always preferable when these two disparate forces within ourselves start pulling together as a team. it’s fatal

I'd rather just stay quiet than try to explain my feeling to someone who doesn't give a fuck.

I just realized the amount of negative energy you hold. I've never met someone with such an erratic, bitchy, introverted personality. I can barley stand to be around you. I tolerate you, because I feel like i have too...because you're ALWAYS there..some how. The way you talk about people, as if you don't have the SAME issues. You're disgusting. You're on my list guuurrrlfriend.