I hate this town. I swear everyday it reaches a new level of lame. The drama and the bullshit is just flat out ridiculous. The way EVERYONE knows EVERYTHING, and has to be involved somehow amazes me. The decisions you make are no longer your own, the affect everyone you know, and people you don't. How this is possible, I haven't got a clue. If you stand up for yourself then you are a bitch. If you don't then you are a pussy or a push over. There is no winning here, with these people. All I want to do is make a decision about MY life without having to deal with the repercussions from everyone I know. I'm over the high school drama and the bullshit I have to catch for everything I choose to do. Guess what it's not your life, nor is it your place to tell me how to live mine. If the things I do are in no way directly linked to you, or do not directly hurt you then you can kiss me ass. I look forward to the day I shove everything you've said right back down your throat and let you choke on them. You don't know me so don't presume to think you understand. I'll admit I am as judgmental as the next person, but I don't walk around telling anyone how to live their life, or telling anyone else how someone should conduct themselves. It's not my place, business, or problem. Until you cross me I don't give a damn what you do. Granted I do stand up for my friends, always have, always will. But I don't take it to a point of letting it affect my everyday life. I live in the moment, and am not afraid to show it. Which is another thing I find absolutely amazing is how so many people have to much to say to each other, but when confronted cower behind lies and technicalities. Seriously grow the fuck up already. And please don't be so hypocritical so discriminate against someone for doing things you are guilty of as well. You are no better than me, just as I am no better than you. Everyone makes mistakes, and they have to live with them, so why in the world would you want to live with mine as well? I know I don't want to live with them, let alone take on the weight of yours. You are going to have regrets, it's part of life, but do you really need to tear others down for the mistakes they have made just to make you feel better about yours? Is any of this really necessary? I'm baffled by the cruelness level some people can reach without reason. This superiority some people walk around with blows my mind at times. You can not demand respect if you are not willing to return it. I really believe you treat people the way you want to be treated. If you are rude to me I will be rude to you. I pray that we are all still young, so we have time to mature and grow out of this behavior.